Episode 1.

Sitting here feeling old, blugh, I am having an episode.
Maybe it's just men-pms. I DUNNO.

But I will ignore myself and just sit here drinking my coffee and staring into the sunlight teleporting myself to another world, pretending this one doesn't exist. oh yeah.. #happyPlace.

I am sure I will have a few more episodes, HA!

Okay, maybe I should just finish my laundry, enjoy the nice Spring weather and get myself together.

My talk to a professional was nice, but it really won't bode any conclusions or resolves. I don't want more episodes.

I am, well, physically I am like .. blah, but that is low energy, mentally i am doing a bit better.