Goal one achieved, make it to jan 31st, only to get rewarded with the inheritance bullshit from nov-freeze to jan-freeze to be extended from feb-freeze to march-freeze. .. sigh, now it's been 3 years since my dad died.
update; new goal for 2022, try not to give up so much that i .. give up. stay positive right/ ppl have been saying for 10 years that will overcome my depression etc, i had a few good months here and there,but since then i've lost family, friends, enjoy global pandemic, got social anxiety, heatlh issues triple, and ppl keep saying it will be alright.
i used to go from year to year, these days it's month to month .. and the bad news just keeps coming.
i have days where i want to have motivation to set goals, days like these where it's just more evidence of life being shit .. i dont have goals, my only goal is to make it to the next positive moment without giving up.
sorry for being a whiny bitch. luv you all though.