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I feel so embarrassed that all I am now is how I think or feel, and for some reason, I can't get myself to a doctor. I just don't believe anymore that this can all be fixed. And I do not want the next few years of my life to be about recovery. I just wanted to live my life.
It is so hard to describe what I think or feel. I am sorry that all I am is negative. I hardly recognize myself sometimes.
I feel like all I am is everybody else's problem. I do not know anymore, sometimes.
I'm sorry.
It is so hard to describe what I think or feel. I am sorry that all I am is negative. I hardly recognize myself sometimes.
I feel like all I am is everybody else's problem. I do not know anymore, sometimes.
I'm sorry.
