You guys are so great at keeping this going. I am slowly picking it up again.
Tonight I woke up at midnight and completed some tasks. Then I slowly realised I can't do what I need to do. So I do it in baby steps just to get back into the motions again.
I have a lot of mentally process and think about - it's also a task. I now had the time for that.
Laundry has started, dryer is done. I can do another run, and a bedroom thing. Then I am up to date again.
Dishes are almost done, I have bigger pots and pans left.
Things I needed from groceries I bought, and some amazon orders are placed for things that I needed. I don't have the money for it, BUT OH WELL..
Moving on, organized my tech a bit, and thought about my apartment. I know my 'weak points' and did a therapy like realization that it's 50% less of an issue than the last two years. And that it's now 'manageable' compared to a handful of years ago. I should be proud of that: but it's tough, it's hard.
If I keep this up, I can look back next year and focus on stressers that keep me down now and hopefully make even more progress. But it's scary, each time I open myself up to positive thinking I get kicked down. Sooooo, let's just focus on tonight.
I notice there's loads of dust everywhere, the apartment needs to air out (the stormy days are over) and I have rooms that require attention.
The livingroom table never got done to the point I was hopin it would get done. So that's a focus point today.
I forgot to mention, I've spent time in the toilet room/ shower area, etc to clean the sinks and stuff. So if I get unexpected visitors it's nicer again and hopefully less smelly. The next step is a proper scrubbing, but that's not going to happen this week. I am trying to not have a day of bad eyes and headaches.