Okay, I've pushed myself to be awake and do the best I can. I've gone downstairs with the trash so that's out of the apartment, and got the mail on the way back up.
The dishwasher is now empty and whatever dishes I had i've put in there.
The dryer is empty and whatever was in the washing machine is in the dryer and laundry has been collected for a final run. Just so tomorrow it's not lying around. Any dry clothes I've thrown on the bed, i will fold those later (haha fold)
I am having a coffee for breakfast now. I have 0% appetite. At 12 I will have protein bar maybe.
The grocery website had a $8 delivery slot today, or it would be monday. So I paid for it and just picked evening food, and some lunch and drinks. And called it a day. They will delivery after 12 today. Yay.
After my coffee I will first swiftly do the floor again so any hairs, dust, and left over spider webs from yesterday will at least not be there haha.
I've also made progress on the livingroom table, so now it's a matter of 'tidying up' - it's charging devices now.
The plans have water. And after coffee I will also clean toilet again. Which should be less work now, so I can focus on the floor more. And I will put a nice smell in there, never hurts.
I am so happy i did the windows, what a difference.
Finally for today i will before my evening dinner walk through the apartment and take quick notes of what i think should be done still. And then after dinner i will at least do one thing.
I will finish the day with getting my clothes for tomorrow ready and a quick shower. That way in the morning when i shower i can focus on my hair and only have to wash a night of sleep out of it, rather than spend 15 minutes with 3 bottles of soap and conditioners haha.
It really feels good after such depressing weeks that even if i am mentally not there yet, or that my body is complaining physically.. That I am doing "okay" because the apartment is more in my control, a lot nicer, and I dont have anxiety about a bunch of people visiting today and tomorrow.
Ugh, the apartment global list still has so much to do. Toilet water keeps running now, can't fix that. The kitchen is over 15 years old, so I can request them to review it for replacement, even if it is a standard one instead of a fancy one. I have to sort out the curtains, I have to fix rails, I have to fix the bathroom, I have all those boxes from the farm to go through and sort out. It's crazy. Enough for the fall, winter and spring seasons to come. But it is nice that it is how it is now, and then 'those things', instead of 'everything'. It feels less heavy on the mind. It takes years, but I am making progress.